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snowdrops

It died didn’t it. That beautifully simple gesture, it faded away to nothing. It was such a delicate thing, the way it grew. Even against the hardships it had to endure. The way absent-minded people trampled over it, the way its beauty wasn’t appreciated against the more extravagant gifts. Yet it still grew. It wouldn’t give up, unlike some things. Some thing’s I suppose are never meant to be. They’re not meant to be appreciated because they don’t create a fuss, they don’t cry out for attention and yet when they receive it, they don’t believe it. How can it be so lovely when there are so many others around, it’s not original. There are many f

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I FeelLike a dimly lit star in the sky, Which is filled with stars which radiate beauty far beyond my own.
Like I'm drowning in a sea of confusion and despair, Knowing that the only person that can save me is enjoying me being...
Strangled by this knot of bitterness and regret which lives within my body, Feeding from my soul, like a boa constrictor watching its' prey's life slip away.
Like I'm beyond all hope of ever loving again, for fear of being rejected and cast aside without a thought.
Like I am the only person in this world who is unworthy of love or happiness for the pain I Feel
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Change... Change Isn't Always A Good Thing
Why do you never listen to what I have to say ? Why do I feel like I have to pull away ?
I don't know where the trust used to be, I dont know what you want from me !
You tell me one thing, yet mean another, In your rage, I cry under the cover.
Where's the person you used to be ? The one who loved and cared for me ?
Because now I feel like your dirty whore, and I'm edging closer to the door.
Why do I feel like I have to change, in order to keep you happy ? I know your not the kind to come acro Change...
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snowdropsIt died didn’t it. That beautifully simple gesture, it faded away to nothing. It was such a delicate thing, the way it grew. Even against the hardships it had to endure. The way absent-minded people trampled over it, the way its beauty wasn’t appreciated against the more extravagant gifts. Yet it still grew. It wouldn’t give up, unlike some things. Some thing’s I suppose are never meant to be. They’re not meant to be appreciated because they don’t create a fuss, they don’t cry out for attention and yet when they receive it, they don’t believe it. How can it be so lovely when there are so many others around, it’s not original. There are many f snowdrops
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ChoicesStanding on the cliff top, looking down below Wondering to myself, how far im willing to go. Should I let the wind glide past my face now whilst I fall? Should I let my body succumb to the oceans call? Should I stand here contemplating, or should I learn to take a chance? Should I let the North Sea’s currents include me in their dance?
As I stand and look upon the horizon straight ahead, My head begins to fill with images of my watery bed. The cool, inviting water, I feel it calling, start to yearn, Perhaps this is a lesson that im supposed to learn.
As my eyes begin to Choices
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Good day...

Tue Oct 14, 2008, 3:35 PM

Mood: Satisfied
Listening to: Random songs
Reading: Wicked
Playing: Sims 2 Pets
Drinking: Orange squash

I'm back online, I don't know for how long but hopefully I've sorted this connection out for the long term.

I'm writing again, I'm sure I said in my last journal that I had really bad writer's block. Well it lasted for quite a while, still having a dry spot to be honest but I think I might just be ready to add a few more bits online now. They may not be long novels, but I've figured that isn't what my talent is. I like to leave people waiting, I want to be asked questions.

So if you have anything to ask, anything at all. Ask away and I shall try and answer you as best I can about my work.

I'll look forward to talking to you all again, can't wait to have a good look at all your new stuff too.

Take care xx

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